Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts

Sunday, March 1, 2015

Silent Rage by Nomar Knight





Silent Rage
By Nomar Knight

A quiet storm raged inside me. Students laughed at my expense. I wanted to get up off my knees and punch Carlos in his face. Instead, I begged him to leave me alone. 
“Kiss my boot!”
He had six inches and fifty pounds on me and from that angle he seemed like an ogre.
“It was an accident.”
A red circle formed above his right eye. Blood-filled cheeks confirmed that I was seconds away from getting pummeled. 
He tossed the dodge ball in the air and caught it without taking his vicious glare off me. 
“You threw this ball at my face on purpose.”
I raised my hands, begging for mercy. 
He growled, “I should make you eat this.”
I laughed. As soon as his expression changed to utter shock, I grabbed my stomach and almost keeled over. I couldn't stop laughing. 
“Jerome, I fail to see what’s so funny.”
Students circled around us. I heard one of them wonder aloud if Carlos was going to let me get away with making him look like a fool.
Carlos slammed the ball on my head. “That’s it! You’re dead!”
He pounced on me, rolling me on my backside. He grabbed my shirt, formed a fat fist and threw a punch at my face. I moved my head away and was relieved when he missed. The floor wasn't kind to Carlos. The sound of his knuckles striking concrete, then instant bone crunching was quickly followed with loud howling.
“That sounded painful.” I gathered enough courage to push him off me. 
The students chanted, “Kill him! Kill him!”
Tears filled the bully’s cheeks. Meanwhile, I got back on my knees, cackling with delight. 
Carlos tried to hit me with his other hand and nipped my nose. He screamed, “Somebody hold him for me!”
One of his cronies grabbed the back of my shoulders. I spun and squeezed his testicles. With the second bully’s howling another fit of laughter consumed me. The crowd grew quiet. 
Somehow, my emotions were scrambled. On instinct, I took off my belt and rapped it around Carlos’ neck. Using my weight, I crouched over him, laughing as his face turned blue. 
A student yelled, “Someone get Jerome off him.” 
Another added, “The crazy guy is going to kill him.”
Just as the big guy’s body stopped thrashing, my head got hit with something and I no longer was in the schoolyard. 
When I regained consciousness, a paramedic was applying a cold compress on my head. 
“What happened?”
The school’s principal, Mr. Gordon, said, “You hit Carlos with a dodge ball in his eye and he beat the daylights out of you.”
“Did I kill him?”
“Hardly, the students said Carlos beat you good while you kissed his boot.”
I checked my pants and saw my belt was still strapped in place. 
“Jerome, I called your mother. I’m suspending you for three days. Now stay out of trouble.”
I thought about exacting my vengeance upon my return. I pictured slicing Carlos’ throat with a knife and laughed and laughed.





© Copyright Nomar Knight 2015. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Flash Fiction Presentation.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Nobody Cared







Nobody Cared
By Nomar Knight

She wept for what was lost
Her shoulders bounced
Chin tucked to her chest
Eyes welded with tears

She thought nobody cared

It didn't matter how she felt
People bending her will
Breaking the need for comfort
Until hope evaporated

She thought nobody cared

Ridicule ruled her waking hours
Sadness brought by misdirection
Loneliness smothered thinning breath
Past decisions kept her prisoner

She thought nobody cared

Years of being pushed and pulled
Slapped and kicked
Spat upon and neglected
Brought her to her knees

She thought nobody cared

Her allies turned against her
Hoarse whispers drowned out
By stomping tantrums
Cast out of grace

She thought nobody cared

Until a Knight heard her pleas
Soothed aching soul
Valued her friendship
Healed her for a breath

Alas someone cared

Shackled from power
Hidden from view
Her savior banished forever
Separated by ignorance

Again nobody cared

The princess cried
For hope shouldn't die
Yet freedom's song was silenced
Keeping her in darkness

When will somebody care



 ©2012 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.









Friday, July 27, 2012

Don't Pluck the Rose





I live in Puerto Rico and I must say, I'm sick and tired of all the domestic abuse cases. I know some women are capable of pushing men's aggravated button, but there are more productive and peaceful ways to deal with anger. Burning a woman alive, shooting her in the head, stabbing her, choking her to death and running her over with a car so doctors have to amputate her legs are all unacceptable. 

We must stop domestic abuse! Please join me in educating our youth. Let's teach them to value females because without them, the world would cease to be. I leave you with my poetic plea! 



Don't Pluck the Rose
By Nomar Knight

I don't get it
Men slapping women
Pushing, kicking, screaming

Did they come out
Of  excrement
Lowlife abusers

I don't get it
Men beating women
Until they pass out

Eyes and cheeks
Swollen, bruised
Lips fattened

I don't get it
Check your anger
Lock up those fists

Seek help
Do the right thing
Walk away

I don't get it
Teen boys imitating
Cowardly fathers

Punching girlfriends
Running them over
Severing their legs

I don't get it
How can any male
Piss on precious females

Violence against women
Must stop now
Don't pluck the rose



©2012 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Stop Bullying! Knight's Reflection On What's Goin On




Stop Bullying! Knight's Reflection On What's Goin On


I saw Jonah Mowry's Youtube video today.  The pain in his eyes sent jabbing pains into my chest.  I know what it's like to hurt, to be ridiculed, to be misunderstood.  His story is not unlike so many who struggle with the realization that they are not like what society expects them to be.  I work with teens and see how they try and cope with how others view them just for being different from the majority.


Please watch the video and take the time to let Jonah and others like him know that they do make a difference every day.  Bullying must stop and the best way to do this is to educate anyone who breathes, anyone who has the capacity to despise, to spew foul words of hate and maim others just because they are different. Tell the Bullies that we'll tolerate no more and to spread love to all we can.  Isn't it time peace reigned on Earth?


Nomar Knight






©2011 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Commentary.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Watch Me Burn

Watch Me Burn

This poem was inspired by Eminem's duet with Rihanna, LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE. After you read this poem, you can listen to the video located on my post, Break the Chains of Abuse, here.




Watch Me Burn
By Nomar Knight


Stand and watch me burn
You said I'll never learn
I ran off to get away from you
Not realizing I would pay dues

He dazzled me with his lies
And now I'm paying the price
A back slap here pulled hair there
Fattened lip and no one cares

I called the cops thinking I'd be free
Seeing him in chains and beggin' me
Ate my heart with a guilt trip
Can't have my man's dignity stripped

See you watch me burn
Sooner or later I will learn
But you don't understand
Love hurts and he's my man

He promised never again
Would he touch my bruised skin
Melted my will with sad eyes
Thinking this time no more lies

But after a few days I messed up
Pissed him off breaking his cup
Before I could run and hide
He took me down hell's ride

You stand over me in tears
Worn down from all those years
My corpse in ashes I never learned
Last time you'll watch me burn


©2011 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Break the Chains of Abuse





Break the Chains of Abuse
By Nomar Knight

As you all may already know, I hate abuse of any kind.  Perhaps one of the best ways to deal with abuse is to try and understand why it occurs.  However, I believe I’ll never understand the psyche behind a spouse’s willingness to put up with abuse.  The only reasonable explanation that comes to mind is that the entire process becomes an addiction.  The aggressors indulge in the acquisition of power to the point they feel the need to express themselves.  The victims find they need the morbid display of affection even though they know it’s wrong. 
One of my favorite songs is Eminem’s LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE which features Rihanna who happens to know from personal experience what it’s like to get bashed in by a boyfriend.  Here is an excerpt of the lyrics to the song.
Rihanna sings:
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie

Eminem raps
I can’t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there’s a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can’t breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It’s like I’m in flight

High off of love
Drunk from my hate
It’s like I’m huffing paint
And I love it the more I suffer
I suffocate
And right before I’m about to drown
She resuscitates me
She freakin’ hates me
And I love it
Wait

Where you going
I’m leaving you
No you ain’t
Come back
We’re running right back
Here we go again
It’s so insane
Cause when it’s going good
It’s going great
I’m Superman
With the wind in his back
She’s Lois Lane
But when it’s bad
It’s awful
I feel so ashamed

I snap
Who’s that dude
I don’t even know his name
I laid hands on her
I’ll never stoop so low again
I guess I don’t’ know
My own strength

I understand addiction is extremely difficult to overcome because a habitual cycle must be broken in order to step away from abuse.  The question I pose to my Knight Chills readers is: how can you help someone that either doesn’t recognize they have a problem, or doesn’t want to break the chains of abuse?

Listen to the song in the video link and comment.  I’d love to know what you think about this subject.

Catch you on the dark side.

Nomar Knight





©2011 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Presentation.