Showing posts with label light. Show all posts
Showing posts with label light. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Chronicles of a Tormented Teacher: Tests.

Chronicles of a Tormented Teacher



Tests



     Lately, I've been designing tests that are like a serene field until the unprepared wander carelessly not knowing that it's all a minefield. Last week a few students blew up. While it served as a rude awakening for them, my suspicions were confirmed. We are cultivating a corrupt society. Sorrow crept inside me, yet I wielded the lesson like a sledgehammer. Better to die in my war than to live in a land where real terror dwells.  
     Consequences must be real. I know this, yet I did not push for suspension. Instead, I found solace in arranging a silent, quiet torment. I hand out rewards to those worthy of receiving them. For this semester, the wounded will lose out on that privilege. 
     Amazingly, the kids have noticed something different about me this year. Some don't like it. Perhaps they see an emptiness in my eyes, or an intolerance built by time. I'm trying to do my best. I learned many years ago from one of my great teachers that I should always do my best and let God do the rest.  While I try to walk in the light, I gravitate to darkness. It's who I've always been. Such a delicate dance between dark and light, fire and ice. 
     Ah well, I must rest. Maybe tomorrow the light will win. Maybe...maybe not.    



~ Nomar

Saturday, November 29, 2014

The Dark Road by J. M. Almodovar




Meet J. M. Amodovar, she's a special teen with lots of talent. She is a kind soul and an outstanding student with a heavenly voice. This young lady will go far and I'm grateful for having met her. Please enjoy her poetry.


The Dark Road
by J. M. Almodovar

Light enters my window
I drown in its sunlight again
My heart aches from all the pain
Why can't we all be the same?

The dark road to oblivion is just a step away
I can jump that cliff
Lose myself again
Give everything away

I've seen it all before
The way I waste my life
I dive into obscurity
Waiting to crash and burn
 
Someone save my life!

Scorch my ashes
Set me free...

In the darkness of the tunnel
I can see a light
Once again, I ignore the warning in my heart
It's screaming,
"Let me fly!"

The world is a sick place
It seems the only one who notices is me
My heart bleeds again
Drowning in the emptiness of each rotten soul

Why must we be so evil?
Why must we be so cruel?
I can't help but to feel hollow,
Crushed to my very soul

The world drowns
Everyone's seen the empty shell I've become inside
They are all laughing at me
Looking at the skeleton I've turned out to be

Without thinking
I sprint towards the light
I have to keep running
Dark to light

God is around the corner
If I could just reach him,
He'd be my peace

I can't help the world
So, I'll help myself...

Even with darkness creeping behind me
I'll try not to let it destroy me
But to bring out the beauty in me
Flowering into what I was meant to be
 
 
 
© Copyright J. M. Almodovar 2014. All rights reserved.
J. M. Almodovar has granted Knight Chills non-exclusive rights to display this work.

© Copyright Nomar Knight 2014. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Guest Blogger Poetry Presentation.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Voices: Reason vs. Madness

Voices: Reason vs. Madness



Reason:
Society shows one face while hiding another.  It openly condemns the act of murder and spends time and money to pursue the monsters living among them, yet it facilitates the acquisition of weapons.  In the U.S. most horrific crimes were carried out with guns purchased either by legal means or the black market.  While the old adage: ‘guns don’t kill people, people kill people’ may ring true, it would be much harder to commit murder if weapons weren’t so readily available.  Now don’t get me wrong.  I enjoy target practice and appreciate the intricacies and skill one must have in order to shoot well.  However, not all minds should be allowed near weapons of any kind. 
            Madness:
            Society hides nothing.  They are on the side of selective justice.  Weapons are readily available as an ingenious mechanism used to combat overpopulation.  We need to stop being hypocritical.  The constructing of more weapons creates jobs which keeps people employed.  Perhaps it’s better to use a live target than to shoot at paper.  From an environmental standpoint, it’s my preferred choice.  Shoot a person and if they live, the medical field keeps people employed.  Shoot a person and if they die, morticians, cremators and anyone associated with death, not to mention the crime scene personnel, all have a purpose.  Save the trees.  Kill the weeds in mankind and protect our environment. 
            Reason:
            It’s insane to think killing people is good for society.  I wish we didn’t need law enforcement services, but the harsh reality of the real world brings us to a point where survival is essential.  Watch the world around us and see how regimes are being challenged and eventually toppled by the fundamental right to co-exist peacefully.  In the end, good triumphs over evil so if you’re not a part of the solution then you’re part of the problem and you should have your head examined. 
            Madness:
            What’s insane is doing the same things over and over again and expecting change.  I laugh when I hear that all people are created equal and therefore equal under the law.  Ha!  The world isn’t equal or the wealth would be distributed so no one suffers needlessly.  How many times do we see a wealthy person in society get away with either bending or trampling over the laws of our country?  If you’ll check the stats, life expectancy increases for the wealthy because they have access to practically anything beneficial, including medicine and expensive surgical procedures and drugs.  The poor are viewed as collateral damage, as it’s been since the beginning.

Whose side are you on?  Do you agree with Reason or Madness?   

Food for thought today on Knight Chills

Nomar Knight


© Copyright Nomar Knight 2011. All rights reserved.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Queen of Darkness Ambassador of Light




Today I pay tribute to the talented Anne Rice. She created two characters which embodied opposites. Louis, a beautiful soul trapped in a vampire’s world, fought hard to hold on to the beauty of humanity, in spite of his terrible circumstances and the relentless education his maker, Lestat, forced upon him. In this poem I co-wrote with the talented Mr. Daman from California, we witness an exchange that epitomizes a battle of ideals as they clash to defend who and what they are.

Love should be passionate and as you sink your fangs on this offering, know that we spilled our blood, defending our positions. Mr. Daman became Louis and I breathed in Lestat’s life force. The end result we called the Guiding Knight, not to pay homage to me, but to demonstrate how Anne Rice’s creation of Lestat in essence gave rise to a new generation of dark Knights. Her vampire Lestat accepted what he was and in essence embraced the darkness.



The Guiding Knight

By Mr. Daman and Nomar Knight

Louis

Arising from the silk of my caskets cocoon,
life’s light extinguishes in the west. Sunsets blinding beauty
of purples hue, scalding my retinas. Deaths eyes will
regenerate, but I still hope for redemption of my soul.



Lestat

While you wallow in your prophylactic coffin
daylight convulses and inevitability surrenders to
night’s embrace. Life's faint pulse enlivens dark wonders,
comfort not such melancholy folly for your soul is dead.



Louis

Soul! Cold death flows bitter and sticky in this black heart.
An undead soul entrapped in desire, the light nourishes
life. It is its heat that we suckle, love is its blood drained
warm in the throat. Never quenching our lustful hunger.


Lestat

Better a cold death than a frosted life, relying on the hope of
finicky creatures that welter in daylight's self professing glory.
Our nocturnal reality overshadows the illusion brought forth
by the sun's blinding clutch
.


Louis

Darkness’ unfathomable depths weighs heavily of despair.
A black heart seeps black blood, light reflects the glory of red.



Lestat

Daylight suffocates nocturnal passions, invoking fallacies to the sun.
Only an honorable black heart can deliver ye from de profundis.



Louis

Madness! Driven by delirious instinctual desire,
chaotic grim, midnight confections of insatiable bloodlust.
Nothing more than evils appetite dining upon torn flesh.
Sinking tooth to vein, sinking soul in vain, sinking depths insane.


Lestat

Shake off dementia and rise above diminutive morality, for turmoil
festers deep within the bosom. Cling unto my blood and allow
its godly power to immortalize our cohesion. Raise from death's despair,
raise above pettiness, raise allegiance to our consanguinity.



Louis

Darkness lays claim to arrogance denying remorse.
As Lucifer denies his bastards love, instilling only instinctual
blood lust. God will embrace his children of the night.
Death eats life it is the very sustenance of your suffering.


Lestat

Daylight squanders opportunity, festering hope.
As God denies His ignorant followers, Satan bows to my will.
No deity will sustain your blood-lust. Death feeds upon the living,
solidifying our promenade with greatness.



Louis

You can feel the festering now can't you? The hunger?


Lestat

Don't ignore what you've become, a princely predator.



Louis

We can't ignore the emptiness, while you prey... I'll pray too.


Lestat

Sentimental fool, we are one, we are ambassadors of darkness.






*Note- While I understand Anne Rice is a true, wonderful soul who embraces light, she demonstrated her ability to reach into the darkness and provide us with heavenly lessons. Her work speaks for itself and this author feels her newest novels about the Christ are brilliantly written and offer readers an educational, if not entertaining spin on the wonder of the Jesus of Nazareth.

Thank you, Anne Rice, for sharing your talents with the rest of us and for proving to me that one can live in the darkness for awhile and not get lost.



Nomar Knight

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Carving a Soul




Some of you out there may think I'm incapable of writing something light. Well, I've written a few light poems and "Carving a Soul" is one I'm most proud of. Yes, my muse is 98% dark but sometimes light shines through.

I dedicate this poem to a dear friend, Ann Carter, who befriended me in spite of my love for horror. Thank you Ann, you are a doll.

Without further adieu:

Carving a Soul

Never underestimate the power of goodness.
Flood evil with kindness
And sing soothing hymns.
Douse their sordid pleas with brightness.
Disarm the decaying spirit.

Darkness strikes with blind fury.
Return fire with a smoldering smile.
The Master's words sharpened the path
To enlightenment and carved truth,
Enriching even the darkest souls.

Flash the beam of love.
Spread joy to the masses
And rebel against fear
For daylight extinguishes the
Uncertainty that lies in the shadows.

Oh, rejoice in the power of prayer.
Eliminate the wretched evil that looms
Cast out the demons with the sacred
Blood, emboldening the timid
Winged creatures praising His name.

For the Son of Man sacrificed all
To have the chosen; witness
Miracles, grace, and glory.
At last, hope springs eternal
Forever bounding darkness with light.