Showing posts with label heartbreak. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heartbreak. Show all posts

Monday, August 29, 2016

When Love Bleeds



When Love Bleeds

By Nomar Knight


How can I take a chance?
To find a loving romance
When I know all too well
The pain takes me to hell
Like a vampire when he feeds
That's when love bleeds

Nothing but fallen prey
Don't know what to say
As if I'm stuck in my seat
Stinking of rotted meat
Like a zombie as he feeds
That's how love bleeds

I'm no necromancer
Can't get up to become a dancer
No coming back to life
As if my chest holds a knife
Like a ghoul when he feeds
That's when love bleeds

Wish I knew what to do
So I could move on too
But reality bites
Won't reach new heights
So as the monster feeds
That's when love bleeds

March forward I'm told
Try to be bold
Meet someone new
But they haven't a clue
Inside me it feeds
That's why love bleeds



©2016 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills poetic presentation.



Sunday, August 28, 2016

Darkness for me Tonight




Darkness For Me Tonight

By Nomar Knight

I've been practicing letting you go
Ever since we said hello
The warm embrace that replaced words
Hearts beating like a thunderous herd
Watched what could be
Turned into it can't be me
A cruel fate dealt us a blow
How to cope I don't know

Fly be free from my love
Let your wings stretch from high above
No hope no joy only despair
Must pretend we no longer care
For the halls of echoes will bleed
If we wallow in love's greed
So fly away my angelic light
Only darkness for me tonight

Only darkness for me tonight
With clipped wings I cannot fly
Only darkness for me tonight
Tomorrow the sun may shine
The myth that you were mine
Reveals true darkness not light
Only darkness for me tonight
Only darkness for me tonight


©2016 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills poetic presentation.

Monday, May 2, 2016

Dead of Knight

Dead of Knight
By Nomar Knight


The wounds are too deep
Just want forever sleep
Suffocated by circumstance
Like I never had a chance

All the time we spent
Thought you were heaven sent
Emptiness claws and bites
Turned off all the lights

Looking for forever sleep
The pain cuts too deep
Though I tried my best
My soul can never rest

Walking dead upon the living
Filled with many misgivings
Surrounded by loss and gloom
The end came too soon

Nothing left but to drown in sorrow
For me there is no tomorrow
Good-bye my lovely light
All I see is the dead of night


©2016 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills poetic presentation.

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Save My Soul


Save My Soul
By Nomar Knight


You crushed my heart and left me to die
An empty promise you made a lie
Told me you'd be forever true
Yet somehow I'm here without you

Come shake me out of this nightmare
Come show me you still care
Save my soul and shower me with light
Pull me out of hell's flames tonight

Like a dream you came into my life
We danced in rhythm like husband and wife
With you I flew and walked on air
Can't believe you don't really care

At least I know what hell feels like
Flames scorch skin with a hammer and spike
Never-ending screams expand the hole
Oh won't you please save my soul

Save my soul with your warm touch
The pain inside is like claws that clutch
Though some tell me to give time a chance
Can't help but know that we danced our last dance

The hurting will stop and the void will close
I will smile again though nobody knows
Every night I will pray to be made whole
Because an angel will come and save my soul

Some angel will come and save my soul
Please angel save my soul


©2015 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills poetic presentation.

Sunday, February 15, 2015

This Ain't a Love Poem by Nomar Knight




To all those lonely souls who had their hearts stepped on. This one's for you.


This Ain't a Love Poem
By Nomar Knight


This ain't a love poem
Because I'm filled with grief
Since that deadly thief
Took you away

This ain't a love poem
More like a gripe or rant
Because I just can't
Make it another day

This ain't a love poem
No flowers or candy
Things ain't dandy
Don't care what they say

This ain't a love poem
No candlelight meal
The pain's too real
There must be a way

This ain't a love poem
Love letters torn
Just hate reborn
It's not okay

This ain't a love poem
It's a final good-bye
Though I don't know why
You broke my heart today



©2015 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills poetic presentation.

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Broken Valentine




Broken Valentine
By Nomar Knight

I hold a cane
To explain the pain
Grimacing, panting
As if age is ranting
But truth be told
It’s not growing old
That bothers me
More an ache you can’t see

Staleness escapes my pores
A hollowed emptiness implores
By circumstance or chance
Keeps us from our dance
Can’t let on
It hurts that you’re gone
Come soothe me
Make us happy

Fits of laughter keep
A darkened soul so deep
Hiding from prying eyes
Drowning in a pool of lies
How much longer will this last?
Will it ever come to pass?
Be mine Valentine
Cut through sordid vines

Time is a heartless brute
Stomping on desire for truth
Allow love to bloom
Not like a bomb’s boom
But an angel’s choir
Filled with hungry desire
Until you’re set free
We’ll linger in misery





©2014 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Nomar Knight Poem.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Lonely Echo





Lonely Echo
By Nomar Knight

I sit in solitude
Waiting for a sign
That I'm not forgotten

The sound of rocking
Back and forth
Keeps me company

A starless night
Tries to muffle
My mourning cries

Cold breeze whips by
Vague whispers caress
Awaking curiosity

I lean closer to the edge
Where heartache rules
Listening for your voice

I could barely hear
You calling my name
As teardrops fall

With pounding dreams
And outstretched hope
I rise to praise the miracle

But when sounds sling back
A deadly dose strikes
And I collapse again

Left to a merciless fate
I relive the agony
Of this lonely echo


©2012 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Haunted Eyes






Haunted Eyes
By Nomar Knight

Haunted by the essence of you
I thought time healed wounds
But I’m still feeling blue
And if we don't connect soon

Another piece of me dies

Some folks have ghosts in their attic
Mine appear when I shut my eyes
No sense in acting erratic
Wishing I had a chance at goodbye

Something else inside dies

Thought I heard your voice
Cutting through pouring rain
Separation wasn't my choice
Don't know how to rid this pain

Can't believe it was all lies

Roam the earth with haunted eyes
Hoping this nightmare will end
Silent tears remind me why
Broken whispers won't mend

Once again something dies

If I could cast a spell on you
Make things better than before
I'd show how my love is true
If you'd only open the door

Then these haunted eyes won't die


©2011 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Stop the Bleeding





Stop the Bleeding
By Nomar Knight

Loneliness calls on misery
When I open my eyes
And realize you're not here

You didn't mean to hurt me
Still I ask fate why
Why can't I have you near

I bleed from every crevice
Each drop spilled takes
Another piece of my soul

Loving memories leave me breathless
No matter how much losing you aches
I won't let reality take its toll

Never-ending hope breathes on
For I refuse to give up on us
Can't allow myself to end this pleading

I sit up till dawn
Without making a fuss
Praying for you to stop the bleeding

Know this
These trying times
Are draining my soul


©2011 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Look Into My Eyes



Lately, my poems seem to have titles of songs in common.  Even though I hadn't heard the songs, I feel it shows how universal love is, though this offering doesn't have anything to do with a Bryan Adams song. Thanks for visiting the halls of Knight Chills. 



Look Into My Eyes
By Nomar Knight

Look into my eyes
See the pain of losing you
Sleeping in a garden
Waking in a desert
My thirst for you won't quench

Look into my eyes
See us holding hands
Barefoot on the beach
Watching how your hair
Swayed in the summer breeze

Look into my eyes
See them gleam with joy
Raindrops couldn't taint
Our magical moment
When I tasted your lips

Look into my eyes
See how they bleed
My broken heart melts
Nothing left to do
But wait for another chance

Look into my eyes
See the hurt heal
Wondrous memories remain
Lifting hope to the heavens
Delivering peace in our hearts




©2011 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Alone I Weep







Alone I Weep
By Nomar Knight

Alone I weep for what we were
Can't believe how time blurred
Still feel your caress
Surely knew I was blessed
Our love was real
My heart you did steal

Alone I weep under stars
Eating candy bars
Recalling your tender kiss
Picturing our nights of bliss
Hearing moans fade in the dark
No way our love was a lark

Alone I weep for lost love
Praying to heaven above
That you'll find your way back
Without you I lack
Completeness and joy
So don't be coy

Alone I weep for another chance
Wish I could keep you in a trance
To hold you so tight
Mustn't give up our fight
You know we're meant to be
I love you endlessly

Alone I weep for all to see
How could you do this to me
Abandon courage and reason
Committed the ultimate treason
My soul didn't come cheap
And so alone I must weep


 ©2011 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Poisoned Wish






Poisoned Wish
By Nomar Knight

Be careful what you wish for
When you open your heart
Vulnerability opens a door
Forever tearing us apart

We envisioned two lovers
Dancing in the night
Swaying under covers
Allowing love to take flight

But when fate delivered
What we hoped to be sweet
Reality made us shiver
Delight no longer neat

Trapped in cruelty's passion
Desire threw caution away
Not even infidelity's fashion
Could make you stay

We had much to lose
You chose not to break a dish
I'm left singing the blues
All from our poisoned wish


©2011 Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Foolish Schemes




Tonight ends my week of reflecting on Forbidden Love. I leave you with a cold message.  Keep in mind that not all relationships end like this.  Nevertheless, if you find yourself in this situation, I hope you do get to find happiness and if there's collateral damage, that's it's minimal and you can live with yourself. 


 Foolish Schemes
By Nomar Knight

Tell me why we can't be together
Show me why we're in the land of nether
Doesn't matter how I feel
Though I know our love is real
I'm shut out from your days
And it's not a phase
Cut down from your nights
Relinquished all my rights

Don't ask me to feel things
I know what pain brings
When are you going to show
If your love for me grows
You know this loneliness inside
I'm supposed to take in stride
But it kills my heart to see
How you're never with me

Forbidden love is foolish I know
Just want my feelings to flow
Yet every time I think it'll shine
Something happens to show you're not mine
Don't you see you're missing in my heart
Can't stand how he's keeping us apart
Why can't I be there where you are
Only you can erase these scars

Tell me why there's something missing
In my mind we're always kissing
But when I open my eyes I see
Our love is not meant to be
For your choice dug the hole
Though my soul you stole
Nothing else can reverse
This Godforsaken curse

I'm a fool we know it's true
I'll never get over you

©2011 Copyright.  Nomar Knight. All rights reserved.
A Knight Chills Poem

A Forbidden Love topic.